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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 02:52:56 GMT

ok... so i'll surrender to it... why fight it... emo is short for "emotional" right ?... meanin happy, sad, scared, ect ... so im emo.... im a happy emo who defeats the stereotype... i have an "emo style" ok but i dont cut my self nor do i have a "woe is me" attitude... but oh well why fight the truth right? ... so to all of u that continue to call me emo.... oh well cuz i am and im proud... im the happy lil emo gurl and i like it like that....
~tRISH

OH... and XANGA SUX!!!

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Monday, February 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 12:47:05 GMT

"I wrote you a poem on my wrist-I used a razor blade for a pen, and i signed my name in blood."

~tRISH

Friday, February 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 02:07:56 GMT

OMG... gotta crush? wanna find out if its meant to be? .... here ya go...

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/916941794
this is soooo totaly true...!!
thank me l8er...
~tRISH

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 22:14:53 GMT

I... just.. want... to be loved...by someone... a guy... a guy who would drop whatever he was doing to come and see me, even when i didn't ask him... his idea of romantic... is cuddling on the couch and watching a movie... he's not afraid to kiss me or to tell me he loves me in front of his friends... and when he ready to marry me... he'll ask my mom and little brothers first... and when he sees that I'm bored he'll cover my eyes like he has some BIG elaborate surprise and when we finally stop... we're at a putt-putt course or a go kart track....
   Even though he's lots a fun... he's mature too... he has a job... and offers to pay for stuff (even though i wont let him) ... he has his future planed and he knows what he wants out of life and what is ready to take life and what it's got to give...
   he doesn't have to be tall it doesn't matter if he's short... hair brown or black it really doesn't matter... whether he's skinny or fat... I don't care as long as i feel safe in his arms...
   I don't care where he's from or what he's done... I don't care about his nationality or the color of his skin...
i just want some one to love me ... and some one I can love back...!
~tRISH

P.S. if u happen to know this guy or heck if u are this guy... PLEASE I beg.... let me know!!! THANX!!!

GAH.... why wont he just get over her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... I'm the one he comes to when he's upset... and I'm the one who cheers him up... I've ALWAYS been there for him... and i just don't know if we’ll ever be more then friends... he’ll never understand... and I'll NEVER have the balls to tell him... why must he still LOVE her?... GAH!!!!!!1111oneoneoeneoneone.....

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 18:39:03 GMT

hollywood nights turns to hollywood memories....

Freshaman Attendants....

Dustin the asian....

shawna ....

Sophomore attendants...

sexy sean and sam....

Jounior Attendants...

ME of course... and katie didnt get one of the male who was andrew gibson....

AND THE KING AND QUEEN....*drum roll plz...*

Brandon King....

Marry Hewitt...

King and queen dance.... awwwww

NOW.... TIME FOR THE FUN!!!! woop woop!!!
UMMMM YAH......

U GOT SERVED....

COL..... TAKIN IT OFF....

STRIP TEASE...

NOW LETS SLOW IT DOWN A BIT....

AMBER AND ADAM....

KATIE AND SHAWN

THE ASIANS!!! YES THE ONLY 2 IN JROTC LOL...

NOW BACK TO THE FUN.....

GRINDIN....

U WANNA RIDE THE TRAIN... THE HOE TRAIN LOL...

THE ONLY MOSH SONG THEY PLAYED ALL NIGHT... AND IT WASNT EVEN A MOSH SONG.... "STACY'S MOM"

GRINDIN...

DANCIN ON STAGE... YAH I WAS UP THERE A FEW TIMES MY SELF!!! LOL

"IT DONT MEAN A THING IF U AINT GOT THAT SWING..."

COL.... UMMMM.... SHAKIN HIS ....GROOVETHING?....

THEN IT CAME TO AND END.... AND THEY PLAYED "GRADUATION" AND WE CRYED...

WAIT IM NOT DONE YET....

KODAK MOMENT OF THE NIGHT....

COL. AND MRS. COL.

THE BEST PART OF THE NIGHT....

MAKING HIM DANCE AND MAKING HIM SMILE... HEY WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR...!

WHEN I GOT HOME.... DANG I WAS TIRED...

FOOD, FUN, AND FRIENDS.... WE HOPED THE NIGHT WOULD NEVER END....
ONE OF THE GREATEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE...

~tRISH

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 03:18:24 GMT

so... what do you do when you find out that your first love.... the only guy you have ever been IN love with is married... yah i sed married... and has a baby on the way... am i supposed to be upset... am i a bad person for crying?... i was upset... he didnt even tell me his dad did... just a casual call to make sure hes alive and all this news at once about killed me... i mean i know i've moved on but deep in my heart i still love him and always will.... hmmmm its just so funny how we are all growing up so fast and every thing is changing... ppl who u thought would be together forever are breaking up and ppl who hated each other are fallin in love.... the world is funny and NOONE has yet figured out its secrets... what does God have in store for you!?! who knows.... could u imagin marring the person who u hate the most... or could u see yourself dating someone of the same sex... ppl change opinions change everything changes.... lets just say that what happened w/ drew and sabrina... and now the phone call to jonathan has been a HUGE reality slap in the face.... and every one needs to WAKE THE HECKUP and realize that every thing isnt going to "be like it used to" and to Jon im sorry for not wanting u to change who u were i should have excepted that u were getting older and changing... maybe i just dont want to change... i want to be the little innocent 16 year old who can act immature and have fun all the time.... well its time for me to realize.... that i cant... im almost 17 and i graduate next year... maybe i should grow up a little ...... HAHAHAHA YAH RIGHT i'll be immature till im 18 (but of course i'll except change) screw the rest of u cuz if u dont like it u can suck my ..............big toe.....

~tRISH

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:32:29 GMT

VALENTiNES SURVEY

1. do you like anyone?: YES
2. do they know it?: no

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU. . .

4. Had someone buy you something?: yes
5. Bought something?: duh
6. Gotten sick?: yea
7. Been hugged?: "he" hugs me all the time!
8. Felt stupid?: HAHA yah...
9. Talked to an ex? yea
10. Missed someone?: yea ...
11. Failed a test: yep ...
12. Ate cereal: dont eat it...
13. Danced crazy: duh!!!
14. Gotten your hair cut?: yep
15. Lied?: prolly

UNIQUE

16. Any nervous habits?: i play w/ my hair
17. Are you double jointed?: maybe...
18. Can you roll your tounge?: yep
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: like the rock...
20. can you cross your eyes? uh-huh
21. Do you make your bed daily?: HA... have u seen my room

HAVE YOU EVER. . .

23. Said "I Love you" and meant it: yah...
24. Given money to a homeless person?: no
26. Waited all night for a phone call that never came?: UNFORTUNATELY YEA
27. Snuck out? no
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yea
29. Do you swear?: nope
30. Do you ever spit?: yea
31. You cook your own food?: yes im a very good cook!!
32. You do your own chores?: yea
33. You like beef jerky?: HECK YES!!!
34. You like pepsi or coke?: coke
35. You're happy with your hair?: LOVE it obsessivly... its sickening..
36. You own a dog?: yah and i HATE the dern thing...
37. You spend your money wisely?: yes always on clothes... and i NEED clothes
38. Do you like to swim?: YES!! imma fish... and my name ud trish hehe
39. Get bored when you call a friend?: yah
40. Are you patient?: depends...

DO YOU PREFER

41. flowers or angels?: angels
42. gray or black?: black
43. Color or black and white photos?: color
44. lust or love?: love
45. sunrise or sunset?: sunset
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: M&Ms

N0N VALENTiNES DAY Q`S

1. Are you in a relationship? non at the moment... no :(
2. If so, who with? noone
3. Sign? aeies
4. Do you believe in love at first sight? yea
5. what about true love? heck yes
6. Have you made out with casual people? yah
7. Would you kiss on the first date? heck yes
8. Do you look for one night stands? no
9. Do you enjoy recieving flowers? YES!!
10. Do you enjoy gifts from your girl/guy: i would if i git n e...

++VALENTINES QUESTIONS `!!++

1. you have a valentine planned out to have? no
2. do you like having a valentine? never had one... but im sure i would
3. does someone like you currently? dave...
4. are you even worried about the upcoming holiday? yea... cuz i never have a real valentine!!
6. whats the best gift to recieve on the day? candy... flowers... whatever as long as i have someone to share the holiday w/...
7. Is a little kiss (peck on cheek) during school on vday sweet? definitely
8. why is this an important holiday to couples? i can show u hao much u really mean to each other...
9. have you ever gotten something from someone on the day? never ...
~tRISH

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 19:54:20 GMT

GO STEELERS!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 02:20:14 GMT

i talked to dave today... he called...i was suprised... happy... and every othe GOOD emotion u could possibly feel...
Miranda: "trish... phone!!!"
Me: "who is it?"
Miranda: "who is this? ..... ITS DAVE!!!"
me: "phone now hurry... HELLO ... OMG .... hey sweetie.... omg.... how are you... I MISS YOU!!!
Dave: "... im doing good... just bored.... and i miss you too..."
and Ect... just thought u should feel the excitement... LOL...

... yah so... for those of u who have been askin... hes good and he cant wait to come home... he hasnt even left for his training thing... so hes basically just sitting around doing nothing as of now and he probably wont get a chance to come home till like april... oh well... i'll wait... i mean i am waiting... he told me that he almost just wants to leave b/c him being there is pointless till he leaves to go to training... he sed he thinks about me every day... WOW... im just speechless... what more could i ask for... oh i know ... him acctually being here in my arms... OH.... another phone convo....

Me: dang i miss you sooo much
(silence)
Dave: I-I love you
Me: huh?
Dave: I LOVE YOU!
Me:..... i love you too.... alot....

yah i love him... but am i in love w/ him... i guess we'll find that out when he comes home... if we're ment to be then i WILL wait for him... and so far i am....

oha and i have a new name... its Susie rotten crotch... or so thats what the marines refer to their girlfriends as...

*background noise* "creasy lets go"... but we still have like 10 minutes... "no we gotta go, so tell susie rotten crotch u miss her, u wanna bang he,r and u love her and lets go...." ... then they carried on a short convo discussing the size of my breast... hmmm... funniest junk in the world!!!! good night guys!! sweet dreams... i know mine will be!
~tRISH
AkA... susie rotten crotch

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 22:13:01 GMT

sorry guys i dont have much to write today... oh well... heres something to read...

KISSING FACTS

People with crooked teeth usually KiSS BETTER than people with straight teeth

-- When you chew gum before you kiss,, it actually makes your breath SMELL WORSE than before because of your salivary glands ..

// Mints work MUCH better. <3 <3 <3

`*GUYS;: It is much more ROMANTiC to kiss us in a fancy restaurant or UNDER THE STARS than to kiss in your bedroom or in the movie theaters

`*GiRLS;: Just because a guy kisses you every 10 minutes doesn't mean he`s using you ..he's just a little ;) && there`s no problem with that !!!

-- It has been PR0VEN that when people with the SAME HAiR C0L0R kiss, it is more R0MANTiC than that of a different hair color !!!

[( WE D0NT KNOW WHY )]

-- your FiRST KiSS isnt always your BEST KiSS

-- If you can tie a KN0T in a CHERRY with your tounge, it doesn't mean you are a good kisser .. it just means your TOUNGE MUSCLE is strong

-- ALL GIRLS are NOT hoes, and ALL GUYS are NOT PLAYERS .. EVERYONE gets a LiTTLE H0RNY sometimes ;)

BE A GREAT KiSSER W/ THESE TiPS

-- T0UCH THEIR FACE

-- RUN Y0UR FiNGERS THR0UGH THEIR HAiR

-- KiSS S0FTLY AT FiRST, THEN APPLY M0RE PRESSURE

-- H0LD THEM...it shows you want them near you. <3

hope u all can take this and use it in the near future!! much LoVe!
~tRISH